All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.

so I've not been on in 7 months! haha I'm thinking of coming back on here coz I miss it tbh. so hey I'm back. <3

hey, it's been umm awhile. I've been busy I guess doing my last exams then I leave school forever. :P not much to say really just hey I'm back. ><

so my first set in like a month. I should make them more but it just seems like effort now. xD
 
so this month has been entertaining. :P my mum went away for a long weekend. ;P that was good had like 15 people stay and we got pissed had a laugh. xD
but my mum going away doesn't make a differences she lets me do that anyway. xD we have a warning now tho if the neighbours complain one more time we get kicked out. :S so I'm not aloud people over for a few months. -.- which I do understand. xD
 
dying my hair like a sliver purple colour soon (: so can't wait and I'm going to be getting my tongue and septum done. ^^ on the day on my last exam. my mum promised me. becuase I did have my lip done but the school wouldn't let me come in till it was out you can guess the end but she said she would pay for me to get it re done but I'm not really emo-y anymore and I dont think it would look right on my now so I thought TONGUE!! then I thought about it for a while and was like septum AND tongue. xD and she is paying for my tattoo when I pick what I want. <3 my mum is gotta be the best. :P

I'm back at school. :( day 2 of 5 months of pure torture :P
 
textiles today ¬¬ I hate it neeer it's like the worst subject ever xD wish I didn't pick it :(
I cant sew! xD and my teacher HATES me!
but she's preggos and will be leaving at the end of this month :P
got a new leather jacket today got it in the sales online was £90 but was down to £30 but it doesn't fit it is farr too big! it's like hughhhhhh I did get the next size up so it would be big ish on me but I didn't expect it to be that big :S
it's like "oh hello is melissa in there?" xD
so I'm sending it back. and they dont have any more of them :'( so I cant order the next size down. it so not fair
but hay hoe. :P london saturday... even tho it's meant to be piss'ing it down so maybe we wont go till next week so it not raining... :\

so...made cakes with my nan today... :D ginger cake... lemon cake... :D and I made some homemade rat treats for my babies. :P and they are qutie nice... banana and peanut butter balls. :P
got a call for my dad's parents today... saying they will come bring me christmas presents up and I'll give them the presents to take back to everyone... wow the only contact I get from my dad side of the family...fun... soon it'll stop even that tho.. because I'm getting older it probilly just stop... well oh well if they dont want me I'll wont be in theirs lifes I tried and nuthing happened so whatever...
 
well my mums put all the presents under the tree... I've had a little feel up of the presents... ;P got some books.. some dvd's and psp game, a few box that I cant tell whats in xD I know shes got me the whole of Doctor who box set from christopher eccleston to te last of david tennant :D and supernatural season 5 to go with the others :P and I think she might of got me deathnote :D! (but that ones just a guess) can't wait... I hate the fact that once schools finished you ahve to wait a week till christmas and you are su[ere bored that whole week waiting.. they should start the holidays like two days before so you have the whole 2 weeks off using your new stuff. :D
 
I need to do my written work on my artists for my art course work :\ the dead line fore this project is febuary.. becasue we start our exam in march so we need to plan our prep work for that. :( last year at school in hard... I get my maths and english results when I got back... I really hope I passed bacuse then I've finished both of those subjects and can fouces on other things... like science... becasue if I fail my science I can't do psychology at college becasue to do it you need 2 science GCSE's I've already got my first one but not the second one.. so fingers crossed
 
I'm like typing alot today... xD I think it's because I'm super bored outta of my head.
 
can't stop listening to the beatles <3

dyed my hair!!! :D
no more orange hair <3
it's now brown, the hairdresser tried to get it as close to my natural hair colour as they could... (:
I like it... and I'm soooo happy that my hair didn't fall out. ;P I thought it might of been in bad condition but it's ok (:
but I'll be bored of it in like a month... but I'm not sying my hair again for like a year coz I've dyed it to much this year.... I'll list the colours... xD
januray- black
feburay -still black
march - red
april - still red
may- dark brown
june- light brown
july- a lighter brown (trying to get blonde)
august - still light brown
september- I took the jump to blonde but it went orange and killed my hair
october/novemer - orange still :(
december- brown
I think thats to many colours for only one year to tell the truth :\ so I'm gunna let my dead hair grow out and get cut off... coz there was no way I was gunna cut alll my hair off like the hairdresser wanted me to in september... it's taken me like 5 years to get my hair this long and I'm not cuting it off xD they wanted me to cut it like ear length. it's like or not xD but it's good now :D
 
I think I'm talking about my hair to much... xD

this set is for a contest. (:
 
http://www.polyvore.com/create_set_with_this_template/contest.show?id=233425
 
so tomorrow is my last day of school in 2010 D: when I go back It'll be 2011 and I'll be 16. ;D

I just made a twitter acount (:
 
http://twitter.com/#!/MelissaWidgery
 
so it's the last week of school till we break up for the christmas holiday (: can't wait it's my birthday soon to.
16th ;P bout time too. xD don't know what I'm going to do tho, I want a party but my mum will only let me have 5 people over, we're still aloud to drink and stuff but I have 5 people over for drinks like once amonth so it wont be anything special :\
I know my mum is getting me tickets for the phantom of the opera <3
that is like the best present ever to tell the truth. ;P
I'm also getting a tattoo and going to a tarot card reader, she promised to take me to a tarot card reader since I got a book about it when I was 9. so yeah cant wait
hate the fact that my birthday is so close to christmas

30 seconds to mars was fucking epic! and so was enter shikari and funeral party <3 the crowd was pretty shit tho. like no one was moshing it out. there was like one little wall of death but didn't last long. :(

well it's all most christmas.... :P
 
so.... People tell me what you are getting for christmas :D
 

I'm getting.....
New hair straighteners
DVD's (like box sets hopefully I'll get the doctor who one)
LOTS AND LOTS OF BOOKS!! (I didn't a list of like 20 books so I should get at least 3 books :D)
Jewerly
Bags (I need new bags coz I just do. :P)
Shoes
Make up
LOTS OF CLOTHES :D
Purfumes (I want channel no. 5 and I told my mum and I thinks she gunna get it for me)
and whatever people want to get me! :D! got a big family. ;P